Episode
I May Destroy You: Ego Death
Overview
When Arabella's memory of January 22nd comes rushing back to her, she drags the last of her demons out from under the bed – once and for all. Season finale.
Details
- Series
- I May Destroy You
- Season
- Season 1
- Episode
- Episode 12
- Air date
- 2020-07-14
- Runtime
- 36 min
Episode context
Ego Death is Episode 12 in Series 1 of I May Destroy You. It aired on 2020-07-14. The runtime is 36 min.
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Episode 7: Happy Animals
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Episode 4: That Was Fun
Back in London and two months after the incident, Arabella meets with a therapist who encourages her to find relaxing and creative ways to cope with her trauma. Still anticipating the first draft of Arabella's book, her agents assign another client, Zain, to help her with the writing process. Kwame introduces his modest new love interest, Damon, to a stranger he met online.
Episode 3: Don't Forget the Sea
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Episode 2: Someone Is Lying
Lunch with Terry gets Arabella thinking about the hazy events of the previous night, prompting her to probe Simon for answers. Growing increasingly desperate to put together the pieces, Arabella drops by Simon's apartment – and, later, finds herself at an unwelcoming doorstep. Meanwhile, Terry has a lousy audition, and a concerned Kwame rushes to Arabella's side.
Episode 1: Eyes Eyes Eyes Eyes
After visiting her aspirational long-distance boyfriend in Italy, writer Arabella returns to London, where she is greeted by a deluge of frantic messages from her literary agents. With a matter of hours left to finish a draft of her second book, she plans to pull an all-nighter - but is soon tempted to join a friend on a night out.